Tuesday 29 January 2013

A Eulogy of Missing (Part 2)


One shall never know love, until he or she has surrendered to it,

You have definitely submitted yourself to a LOVE,

Which has given you life,

A life where being with him is like going to a place you have never been before,

Where you need not make plans anymore,

Cause you are actually living,

For once in your life,being with him makes you feel that you need not fight so hard at being happy,

It could just happen,

Alas, it was all short-lived,

The Love that has left you desiring for nothing more,

Has too left you stunned in disbelief,

Promises left unkept,

Dreams crushed into oblivion,

Leaving you with pain and hurting beyond any reasonable comprehension,

With you feeling alone and vulnerable in a tiny room,

With you feeling scared that if you walked out of the room,

You will never feel the rest of your life,

The way you felt whenever you were with him,

Being with him is like the greatest plan ever made,

But now you had nothing to do with it,

You have been ripped away from so unjustly,

From the love that was once so epic,

Nothing could have hurt you more as much as his reaction and action  to that same experience,

Wishing you could tell him, 

That you still love and miss him so,

Yet you knew too well that voicing it out your misses can only cause,

More pain, more tears,shuns  and harsh remarks even from your loved ones,

If they could only picture you crying and telling everyone you are fine,



Or immersing themselves in your tear filled hopeful heart,

Words that need saying, feelings that need to be delivered,

Knowing that you could not do it,

Let me kindly help in conveying your missing,

Than having yourself locked up inside every single time,

Hoping that all that have been filed inside you heart reaches him,

********to be continued*********

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